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Tuesday, April 29, 2008

ac-sa match ytd
lost 0-1
controversial goal
ref said the goalie
went behind the line
WTH
whatever
we'll meet them
in the semis
or finals again
had chem test
think i sorta flopped
cos somehow
mental block
couldnt really think
for the elucidation
argh
whatever

mon and tues
feels such a drainer
had phy spa and
math test on mon
math test sigh
i also dno what to say
didnt know how to do
guess i needa prac more
and be exposed
to more questions
and different types
of questions
so i'll learn how
to apply the formula
and stuff
phy spa was okay
simply copy
and paste everything

friday pe started early
at like 150
so ended at 310
which is when the
rest of the pe classes
start
feels quite shiok
hoho
rush home to change
met p&a and stan
at clarke quay ard 6
dinner at ma maison
i at spaghetti
quite nice
its a nice place to dine
cos it overlooks
sg river
and the ambience
and deco
makes it feels cosy
and comfy
then they'll give this key
which is for payment
the key is super big
quite cute la the restaurant
haha

cab to dbs arts centre
for PRIDE & PREJUDICE
cos me and pong
too lazy to walk
in HEELS
but OUCH
the cab fare hurts
its like 9+
bt its damn near
cos the surcharge
was like 4.50
when the metre fare
is only 4.80
wth
maybe cos its
peak + city area
SUCKS

then i realised i
lost my phone!
bet i dropped it
at the restaurant
cos i dropped my
hand pouch
and everything fell out
guess i missed my phone
called the restaurant
to check
but they said
they dont see any phone
then i was like shit
but i'm like 100% sure
i dropped it there
cos other than that
i nv took my phone out
to use at all
and somehow i had
this sense of peace
from within
i dno it just feels like
i know im gonna find it
so chill
yea so continued
to watch P&P

P&P was quite nice
quite funny
and sweet
nicer then
arabian nights
i must say
maybe cos P&P
is like one whole story
while Arab nights
is like so many
different stories
mrs bennet was
damn funny
charles & jane
were damn sweet
dartsy & liz
were quite funny
and sweet towards
the end
HAHA

ended at 11+
walked back to central
to try my luck
if the restaurant
is still open
called mum and
she told me my phone
is at the restaurant
omg i was so relieved
really thank god man
it was almost 12 alr
surprisingly, it was
still open when we
went there
maybe the were
waiting for me
to go collect my phone
haha
i dno
bt somehow
everything just fell
into place nicely
the power of faith
and prayer (:

went to get a drink
at starbucks
left ard 12+
took night rider home
reach clem abt 1+
cab home from
some bustop
cos its damn quiet
to walk home
across the flyover
i feel so bad for
the driver
cos when i reached
the metre only jumped
ONCE
yes thats how near it is

thurs yj match at nj
won 2-0
could have been
much more
cos we had so many shots
bt their goalie
was quite good
many shots hit the
goal post too
it was so wasted
everyone kept going
'AWWW'
it was quite funny
seeing the same reaciton
from everyone
haha
left with simin
really thank her
for listening to me
cos i was having
a kinda bad time
i dont really know
what friends are anymore
what a tragedy

mon had extra chem
missed tp match
won 2-1
1st i heard we were
losing 1-0
i was damn scared
bt in the end
we conceded 2
last min goals
damn lucky
bt feels sad to
miss a match
cos its like the
1st match i missed
so far

fri ny match
drew 2-2
our 1st 2 goals
were like less than
5 min into the game
also dno whats going on
technically they only
scored 1 goal
cos the other one
the goalie didnt
catch properly
then the ball
dropped past the line
we were like wth
there's a penalty
bt not counted
cos ref say someone
stepped in or smth
then 2nd shot
the goalie managed
to block it

stayed to watch jj-acsi
didnt know he was in soc
until i saw him
watched him play
for the very 1st time
realised how much
i miss him
what if i'm asking
for a 2nd chance now?
24 (:

20:28
LOVE is a GAME
learn it;live it;love it

Thursday, April 17, 2008

wednesday stayed to watch
ac-hc rugby match
hc was trashed
OBVIOUSLY
game ended early
cos our score reached 80
think their score was nil?
im not sure
not a particularly
exciting match
or whatsoever

monday went to catch
ac-tj match at NJ
won 3-0
was kinda bored out
initially
then it got cloudy
plus the lightning warning
then match stopped
got even more bored out
but lucky it
wasnt postponed
or i'll just get
so pissed off
cos somehow it
ALWAYS rains
at NJ
yea its such a turn-off
then it started raining
heavier and heavier
bt the match continued
thank god
so ironic eh
nice goal by malcom
the other 2 by
kao & adam
he did a somersault
after scoring
damn cool
and omg i just knew
he's only j1
and he's in u-17
national team
he's damn good!

ohya and hari started!
like WOAH
haha
surprisingly kao & dj didnt
maybe ong decided
to rest them
many sub-ins
esp new blood
ohya there was this indian
and his friend
sitting behind us
then they were damn funny
i laughed thru'out
cos of all their
stupid and hilarious
comments

they were talking about what
the ref cant see properly
cos the turban blocking
and when cheering,
the girls cheer
damn high pitch
then he say must
add some bass
then they cheered in some
damn low voice
and think they're like some
kao fanatics
shouting his name thru'out
everytime kao touch the ball
they'll start shouting
nothing also shout his name
its like even when he's like
right on the other side
of the field
they also shout
it was all the random
and lame comments
omg it was super funny

sunday went to shop
with sher & jiayi
aft church
for josh's prezzie
damn its freaking
hard to get stuff
for guys man
its like nth is suitable
maybe other than clothes
and he is like uber picky
so that makes it
thrice as hard
so decided on a GAP shirt
went starbucks
talk crap and study abit
went to meet mum
at vivo for bakerzin
omg the desserts
is like HEAVEN
just as nice as
MUD PIE! (:

went for planet shakers
on fri aft sch
its all the way at expo
i was so tired cos
had pe last lesson
thou it was only pingpong
bt prolly tired due
to all the laughing
and stuff
was supposed to
change train at tanah merah
i think
bt i slpt all the way
to pasir ris
i was like omg
haha
lucky esther and the rest
queued first
so when i reached
just nice going in
haha
glad they queued early
we sat ard the centre
nt very back
bt damn it la
all the ppl infront
damn tall
i was like -_-"'

anw the concert rocked
seriously
sang till we ran
outta voice
and i swear i wanted
to jump and stuff
bt i was really so tired
so i just bounced maybe
haha
ended ard 10+ 11
i was so shagged
still had to slog
my way home by mrt
ARGH

THEY are like going
PUBLIC yes public
i dno but im still just so not used to
seeing them tgt like so much more
often than ever
i know as a friend i shld feel happy
cos its like reciprocal btw them
bt i dno it just feels so ironic and uneasy
somehow it feels like losing a friend
i know i sound damn selfish
she's starting to do things
she never did previously
she's always choosing him over US
they're really so always together
until sometimes im really like
oh whatever man
the change is very drastic
maybe its just me
maybe cos she's always
been my going home mate
bitching and gossiping tgt
she knows practically everything
well im sorry
if i've been a bitch or asshole friend
these few days
maybe i still need time
to adjust to your absence ard my life
so guess its time
i learn to go home alone
and expects she has less time to
hang out with us
but its okay
bestfriends will always
be bestfriends yea (:

04:36
LOVE is a GAME
learn it;live it;love it

Thursday, April 10, 2008

monday was so damn
BORING!
we had to wait till 430
for econs makeup tut
when we end sch at like 210
makeup tut ended ard 545
so freaking tired
it's been such a long day
and its been such a long time
since we had lessons
till so late!
ARGH

went to island cremery
with P&A
the mud pie is OMG
HEAVEN (:
i love mudpie! <3
studied till ard 930
or rather i attempted to
took a bus home
the bus came ard 950
but OMG
THERE
WAS
A
FREAKING
JAM
AT
BUKIT
TIMAH!
YES AT THAT HOUR!
its like omg man
the jam is really
REALLY BAD
i swear
it took like 5-10mins
to move from
HC bustop to NJ bustop
so it took me like
40 mins
to reach clementi
i still had to change bus
so i reached home
ard 1045
thats like my record man
of going home so late
on a monday aft sch

tues celebrated
joshua bingchang swaiming
birthday (:
bt it was officially joshua's
aft sch cabbed down to JJ
to catch the RJ match
cos we were running late
and it was POURING
very heavily!
and they played
in the rain throughout!
poor guys.
bt well it paid off
cos WE WON!
2-1 (:
1st goal was by RJ
and it was the
goalie's fault
but everyone
do make mistakes
esp under pressure
and stress
i bet the goalie
was feeling damn bad
and shitty
aft letting that goal in
seriously i feel
so poor thing for him

then it was like quite
some time into 2nd half alr
i was quite down cos
i thought we might lose
then suddenly
kao made a freaking
nice shot
and we all screamed
LITERALLY
and i swear
i almost teared
cos i was so damn happy
cos now at least
we draw and not lose
and that's like so impt
seriously,
bet he is like the
new found idol of many
HOHO
then the cheering got louder
and we all got higher
as PE classes came in
the atmosphere was
damn exciting
HAHA
love that kinda feeling (:

then in came a 2nd goal
corner-head in i guess?
omg it sounded
like the WHOLE SCHOOL
cheering and screaming
yes a moment ltr
then it struck me that
we're actually gonna WIN!
cos time is like
running out alr
i was so happy, really
thank you god (:
it was such an exciting match
at least that made
the cab fare all worthwhile
denise sherlyn yini
yall really must
thank me yo (:

saw marcus play
he was sub in
bt feel so sad for him
cos they lost
sigh
i feel bad cos they lost
and im feeling so happy
that we won
went to say hi
when they walked past
he looked so sad
and disppointed
i mean yea obviously la
bt i also dno what to do
or how to comfort him
or like what to say
so that i dont sound
sarcastic
or sound like im
rubbing it in
bt well he was very positive
he said he'll meet us
in the FINALS (:
yea i really do hope
to see him
in the finals too
well the battle is not
gonna end so soon
so all the best boys! (:

wed had friendship day concert
it was freaking funny
cos the thought of
anuj dancing bollywood
is enough to make me
laugh the whole day
seriously
it was so damn funny!
totally a bollywood star
HAHA! =D
then there was swim meet
it was ZOMG freaking HOT!
as in literally
the sun was shining
like no one's business
and my eyes kinda hurt
aft some time
cos its too glaring
the atmosphere was
so much better
than the heats
theres like more audience
and cheering
and omg i saw K swim!
for the OBA
well think he's pretty fast
and pretty built
as compared to other
OBA swimmers
HAHA!
champs hse for women's:
CKS
champs hse for men's:
oldam
CKS was 2nd
overall champs hse:
oldam
well we(CKS) lost by
a tiny bit
of like 3 points or so
bt anw well done people! (:

bt nette hurt her back!
omg i feel so sad
cos she was like
lying there
aft her lap
and she's like
dying of pain
bt i dno what to do
i feel so helpless!
seriously,
i was so damn scared then
bt think she's better alr
she reassured me
that she's nt dying
haha
anw GET WELL SOON NETTE!
and TAKE CARE! (:

i said hi to him
like finally (:

03:46
LOVE is a GAME
learn it;live it;love it

Thursday, April 03, 2008

okay this is not meant
to be an emo post
but just some of my thoughts
abt life recently
about what happened
and what the teachers said and stuff

DK spent one whole lect
talking and analysing
grades and stuff
and he seriously has
damn high hopes on us
he was like saying what
he told mrs chan
nxt yr's A lvl results
will be given out at the field
and he was like what
our whole lect grp
shld gt A for phy
he really has so much
faith in us man

okay then come contact time
and K was talking to us
abt grades too
he said DK told him
he has faith that
whole of sb4 will be
getting their results
at the field
then K was also saying
he really hope
he doesnt needa give out
any result slips
nxt yr cos we'll all be
getting it from mrs chan
actually i feel very happy
to hear that , really
as in its like a kind of assurance
or rather reassurance
that we all CAN
and WILL do well

it really sorta
motivate me
to work hard and
like start NOW
bt the scariest part is that
not being able to live up
to their expectations
esp when so many tchers
have so much
confidence and faith in us
okay la not so many la
i only know of 2 for now
bt those 2 are the 2
with the highest
expectations and standards
so its really a relief
they believe we have the
capacity to get 3 H2 As
but just looking at my math
makes me feel so scared
that i'll be the only one
who disappoints them
and let them down

and K was also like saying
A's is like our
turning point in life
cos it really determines
how the rest of our lives
are gonna be
it determines if
we're gonna be a doctor
or NEVER
and for many things
we often do not
have a 2nd chance
but A's are in fact
our 3rd chance alr
for PSLE, we had
O's as our 2nd chance
for O's, we have
A's as our 2nd chance
after which our fate
will be determined
by whatever
we have achieved
thinking abt that
what he says is
really quite true

i dno why i've been
feeling quite tired
in sch these few days
its like i really feel so tired
practically thru'out
the whole day
i've been like dozing off
during lect and tut
okay basically ALMOST
every lesson
im trying very heard
to listen and concentrate
but i just cant
keep my mind awake
sometimes i dont doze off la
bt i just feel really really
lethargic
dno whats happening to me!?!?!

tdy cabbed down to nj
to catch sa ac soc match
cos K just happily
asked us to stay back
to go thru chem tut
bt its like so sian
cos it poured nt long
aft starting into 2nd half
at first it was only drizzle
then there was lightning
then aft that the rain just got
heavier and heavier
and seriously it was a freaking
heavy down pour la
my shoes and socks are wet
just by making my way out
to the bustop via the pavillion
cos its like friggin flooded la
omg it was so bad man
yeah so the match is
POSTPONED
to god knows when
bt many ppl were like
DISAPPOINTED
cos its like sa ac match
kinda intense, tough game
so many made their way down
to catch the match
bt yet it rained
hari was so pissed cos
he was abt to gt sub in
then it rained
HAHA
dont worry hari
you'll still gt to play
during the re-match

and omg nette is
driving me crazy
i didnt know she doesnt know
i thought she knew
so in the end
i let the cat outta the bag
MYSELF
how wonderful
okay bt it aint that bad
cos she's been like telling me
practically every single detail
she knows
you're just making me
so OBSESSED
nette stop it!
haha okay i shall have
self-control
and NOT be obsessed
so many a times i
so wanted to say hi
bt the words
just wont come out
even if my mouth is open
i've been like thinking of
all the different scenarios and
rehearsed all the different ways
of saying hi
and picturing all the
different reactions
it's just like
driving me NUTS
nette im sure you're gna laugh
but hey this is like
EXCLUSIVELY FOR YOU OKAY!
so hush!
bt thanks nette!
i really love her SO MUCH!
cos she was like
reading my previous posts
and she say like why so emo
(but im not emo,
just that i was really pissed that day)
then she was like saying
'if ppl forget you
rmb that i still rmb you!'
awww how sweet right
seriously i felt so touched okay! (:
thou she always teases me
bt she's a very nice friend
who'll ALWAYS be there
for her friends
so thanks dear
i heart you many many! (:

06:28
LOVE is a GAME
learn it;live it;love it

Monday, March 31, 2008

shall blog abt fun-o-rama
some other day
cos it'll be a pretty long post
have pretty much
insights and reflections
anw tdy was declared half-day
woohoo!
actually we all expected it alr
just anticipating it
to be officially announced
haha
coupon counting
guess our class didnt do
very well?
but well its okay
im satisfied
cos we crossed the 2000 mark
IN TOTAL
and we only had lil ice left
towards the end
so more or less theres a cap
to how much more
we cld have earned
$1596 for food
$719 for games
well we all worked hard
so how much we earn
doesnt really matter anymore
most imptly we had FUN! (:

watch charlie bartlett at PS
with the usual peeps
well its funny
and nice
just that its a lil bit draggy
that i fell aslp for a short while
HAHA!
shopped for backpack
got an orange deuter
omg i love it so much
i think its damn nice!
im so satisfied (:

went down to nj
to catch nj-ac soc match
omg its so freaking exciting!
its like 10,000 times
more exciting than the jj match
maybe cos there were
so much more ac supporters
then the jj match
and hence the atmosphere
was high
cheering, shouting
cursing, swearing
all so unified
we almost lost our voices
yes thats how enthu we were =D
HAHA
nice goal by kao
and penalty by cedric
omg the penalty
was damn nice man
we were all so happy (:

how lovely that you heed my advice
to give yourself a damn name
bt you're seriously so free
to view my blog so frequently eh?
it doesnt really bother me
seriously
more like it bothers you instead
c'mon man
just get a life
stop being childish

06:07
LOVE is a GAME
learn it;live it;love it

Sunday, March 30, 2008

you're such a pussy
to be an anon-tagger
got the guts to tag
but no guts to leave
your BIG NAME eh
dare to do
but dont dare to own up.
such a LOSER
and you dont even know me
so SCREW OFF!
seriously,
cos it just made you look like
a total IDIOT.

10:10
LOVE is a GAME
learn it;live it;love it

Thursday, March 27, 2008

watched august rush on good friday
think it's a very nice show
the kind of love
and power of faith
is just so
AMAZING
seriously
it may be a bit unrealistic
but i think its cool
abt how they all found each other
in the end
by going back to where
they started out,
where they came from
simin sueping came too
caught up with them (:

sat stayed home the whole day
watching some hk drama
think its freaking nice
or maybe its just so addictive
yea so me and my mum
just sat on the couch
the whole day
LITERALLY
sunday was easter sunday! (:
had eng chi combined service
yea JESUS rose from the dead! (:
wohoo!

banner painting on tues
banner painting was NEVER
an easy job
actually i kinda dread it
bt yet on the other hand
its very fulfilling and satisfying
after the masterpiece is done (:
and seeing most of the class
chipping in their effort
is really heart-warming (:
cabbed to jj for soc match
denise is really one crazy girl
but i love her loads
haha.
well it was a rather interesting
and exciting match
won 1-0. nice goal by DJ
yes we cld have scored more
definitely.

dno why so many of our players
kena leg cramp or some injury
bt somehow i felt it was kinda
sub-standard
maybe cos i just watched
manu-liv match on sun
and i saw how they run to get the ball
its really kinda different frm
how we run to get the ball
bt well i shant comment much
im just a spectator
yes he gt sub-ed in (:
saw him on field
saw him play
just love they way he is
im gna be there every match (:

and talking abt manu-liv match
yes manu won 3-0!
wohoo!
im so freaking happy!
brown, ronaldo, nani
cristiano ronaldo
is just WOW!
he's freaking damn good man
he's just my all time favourite (:

has chem prac on wed
and HE was being so anal AGAIN
seriously
bt i sorta can understand
cos he never ever wanted
to be a teacher
given a choice he wouldnt want
he said that himself
thats why he feels tired
to try to give
UNCONDITIONALLY
i mean teachers with PASSION
will all naturally do that
okay i dno
im just speaking frm
my point of view
thats just what I think
bt whatever it is
yes i still do sincerely appreciated
whatever he had done for US
yea really frm the
bottom of my HEART
and i do feel guilty
for disappointing him
i feel sorry for him

thurs was just such a boring day!
even for pe we just helped
to carry a few boxes for
fun-o-rama supermkt
then many long breaks in btw
sigh
but friday no lesson! YES!
fun-o-rama preparation!
fun-o-rama is like just a day away
im excited
really (:

kat thinks she's in love
cos he sees her
she saw him looking at her
she's certain for sure
he actually notices her (:
<3

08:57
LOVE is a GAME
learn it;live it;love it